Hey, beep beep……I am back with my second, rather say the new beginning
of my very own first innings. YES, he is back. Prajwal is back after 14 long
years I was into mixed feelings. Happy, joyful, confused, nervous, thinking,
whether will we meet, what we will talk, what will I ask, what type of relationship
we will continue, etc. A lot of questions.
On that day after all the guests left, I started cleaning up the house,
all went to sleep, I finally sat down and took the phone in hand, by the time it was past
midnight. He had sent a message. By that one line, I understood that he too missed
me same as I missed him. But I missed more than he did. I opened the chat
window with so much apprehension, I started chatting with Prajwal after 14
years. It was like a dream for me. I
was angry, at the first place… told him I am perfectly fine and happy in life. He
was sad seeing that sentence, and told me that I am a man with bad fate… Missed
a wonderful person forever. Though I was showing him through my chat, that I have become stronger than before, but here
tears just rolling from my eyes. I knew very well, my love for him had never
changed… even after so long gap…. Wanted to chat that whole night, but
unfortunately my mobile battery about to discharge, So told him, I will Ping
him when free as my phone about switch off. Told him bye and came to the room, held
my little one tight, and slept as the day was big and I was totally exhausted.
The whole night I was thinking whether he will ping me morning, what
will I talk? I was in an ocean of emotions. Next day morning as usual busy with my
routine, my son school, office … later after all my work, relaxed and saw his
message which he had sent at night. With that one line understood he was in
pain. I couldn’t control myself and sent him a morning message. As I am an early
riser, he saw my message n replied back. After all left home to school and
office, I was chatting with him and got to know he too was not leading a
peaceful life. He too missed me immensely so I did. A lot of things about
ourselves we never got to know when in college, our regular habits rather say
our routine, likes dislikes, now after we both started chatting we find every
damn thing in common. We hail from the same state, our both's dad share birthday on the same day. Lot of things, he has dreamt of having a life partner with the same
qualities what I had, so so many things. Even after loving each other so much
we both never got a chance to sit n chat and discuss the future. As I said we
both were always surrounded by friends.
I still remember, in our college days, Prajwal used to get his car
to college n we all friends used to go to temples , exhibition and used have a
gala time. On our last day of the college, Prajwal had invited all of us to his house,
as his parents were out of town. And this meet I would call POHA meet, our
Maharashtrian's all-time favorite snack. He made Poha for all of us, it was
yummy. We all friends sat n ate together. Watched a movie. Spent a lovely time. I
was too emotional for me as our exams got over and we all will be joining
different colleges. I was thinking when will I meet him again, whether our love
will be the same, towards each other.
All these memories used to keep coming to me, all these years. We
both understood this soul mate concept now after 14 years, by seeing our
unchanged love and emotion intact. After 2 weeks of conversation, we both got to
know how much we both have missed each other. Finally, Prajwal said I want to
meet you, so was I eager to meet him too. One weekend we both met in his
office, I wanted to give him something so gifted my all time favorite book “The
Magic”…. Because our story is not less than any Magic. People come and go in
life…. But few are so connected with the universal love which never fades away.
I reached his office was so
happy to meet him after a long 14 years. I came out from lift n entered his
office and saw him with a big smile…. He too was extremely happy and welcomed
me with red roses bouquet… I took it
with so much love that I forgot about everybody. There were 14 Rose’s…. Counting
those 14 years which kept us far from each other. We both talked so much and all our emotions
came out completely. Couldn’t hold tears. We both hugged each other and cried.
We didn’t realize that now we both are married to different people in life,
nothing came to mind. We both were living that moment. We got to know how badly
we both missed each other all these years. We took 2-3 hours to come to normal.
All feelings, irritation, anger what all I had kept inside got expressed completely.
Later we both had food together and yes it was time for me to take leave. He
dropped me back home. This quality of his never changed.. even in college days, he used to come along with me and drop
me to my class which was hardly a few steps away from his class. He was extremely
protective, loveable, possessive, simple, fun loving, it always gets a smile on my
face. He wants everyone around him to be happy 😊
People say, a woman's heart is like Ocean, nobody knows what is hidden
in it. It was the same with me. Until I met Prajwal back again in life I didn’t
realize how I was living with this pain of being far from him all these years. After
meeting him we both started chatting daily n over the phone. We started sharing everything,
frequently we used to meet out for lunch or in the evening. As days months
passed we both connected with each other so well as if we both were together all
these years. He used to understand what I want to tell and I used to feel him
whenever he needs me. Everything seems to be perfect…. And it’s always that way
when we are with your loved ones with your soulmate.
After our first meet, we both planned our second meet to go to the temple
to thank god for connecting us back. We wanted to go to Shivji temple but
unfortunately it was a bit far n due to traffic Prajwal reached late. We both
were confused about where to go, n driving in search of a place. Suddenly in my mind
thought came, that there was a Krishna temple near my home so we went there. And
what a coincidence my favorite god and maybe god’s wish was also the same. God of
Love 😊 we took blessings and started back home.
Next, what is the question ?? Can’t stay far from each other, but can’t hurt
anyone in the family. Just going with the flow where life is taking us. Right now
happy for one thing that we both are together even though far, but universally connected.
With this new beginning of our love,
with the hope, one day we both will be together. There will be some strong
reason God had kept us far from each other, even now
there will be some reason God has reunited for some cause. Time will unfold the
truth. Until then living life with a lot of gratitude and blessing.
“Distance means so little, when you mean so much to me, you are my
blue crayon, the one I never have enough of, the one I want to color my sky “….😊😊
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